The World I Live In

Today, I wanted to start writing about all the feelings I have felt and feeling at the moment. Before writing this blog I re-read my previous one which I'm touch with. My previous blogs were so honest and it feels like the one writing is someone I've known but was still hiding deep inside me. My blogs are so real, raw and no filter and that's why I decided to continue this blogspot everytime I got the time to visit this.

Among any other blogspot I've created, this one is heartwarming for me as a writer. It made me wonder how I came up the courage to tell some of the stories written here. There weren't much but some of those I mostly forgot was written and it came back to as fresh as it can be.

There are stories, a lot of stories, that were still not shared but all the stories and feelings here are not filtered but rather comes from the heart. It also have blogs that was so simple just like a facebook update, I find it cool since I do this blog really to express and such short expression is valid which reminded me that okay lang magpost ng kahit anong kalokohan. Just like the saying goes, "Express not Impress".

Yung iba ko kasing blogs, I want it to be good na nakalimutan ko ng i-express siya ng may puso. Lagi kong pinipilit na gawing English yung sa ibang blogspot at dahil doon ay nagiging pilit siya at walang emosyon. Unlike this blogspot, it was a mix of English and Tagalog. Expressions that I have hard time expressing in English, I wrote it here in  Tagalog kaya sobrang astig niya lang.

This time, I don't know how many times, I came back to this blogspot but everytime I came back it feels surreal. And I hope this time, really hope this time, I can update and express how my life turned out to be even not everytime but from time to time. A lot of things happened to me, and I think its time to share it here since no one visit this blogspot.

I think it is better for it not to be seen so I can express myself more because if I know someone is visiting I will get conscious and the choice of word will be double checked. So far, the world I live in is far from the world I live before. I am shackled before by my youth but now I am shackled by life at ang mga pagsubok sa buhay na aking pinapasan. Mahirap pero kinakaya, hindi normal pero ginagawang normal. Hindi pa tapos ang buhay ko at hindi pa huli ang lahat para maexperience ko ang mga bagay na hindi ko pa nagagawa. Slowly but surely, I will get there.

Hi again! This is Brent, and I am now 26 years old. Ang tanda ko na pala, recently I turned 26 and I realized na sobrang tanda ko na pala. I still remember kapag tinatanong ako ng age ko ay nasa 18-20 lang ang sagot ko, well dumadaan tayo sa age na iyon pero "how fast the time changes" nga talaga.

Yun muna sa ngayon, hanggang sa muli pero sana makapagkwento din agad ako dito ! Picture ko pala iyan sa ID ngayon.